11 5 / 2012
My boyfriend is in jail right now. I can’t sleep. Even though they say he’ll probably only be there over night, I can’t count on it. Im so worried. It’s been an hour now. All I can think about is seeing his face.
12 3 / 2012
Hipster Note:
Just because you show you stomach in your pictures, doesn’t make you hot nor does it make you grown. Calm down with that.
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02 12 / 2011
"I have died every night waiting for you
darling dont be afraid I have loved you
for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more.”♥"
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24 11 / 2011
“Baby, baby blue eyes stay with me by my side ‘till the morning through the night.”♥
20 11 / 2011
Something I found written 2 years ago… Wow.
“Dear Diary,
Is this what they call depression? Don’t want to do anything or see anybody? I’m starting to see this world as a joke. Growing up there’s no class in school that teaches you how to act. Your partents are the ones who are suppose to guide you and show you how to act but now days they do a real sucky job. People wonder why I don’t like a lot of people and it’s because I don’t like the way they act. Yes, you’re suppose to accept people for who they are and i guess that’s my fault but I don’t know. I have a very sensitive nerve that a lot of people tend to hit when they act the way they act and it’s an automatic dislike. I’m not sure how to explain it. Example, I don’t like slutty people. I can be slutty and my best friend is a whore but I love her to death… maybe it’s because we have so much in common it’s ridiculous. It’s those things you never really look at when it comes to them. I don’t know. I’m getting way off subject. Dude, I think I have A.D.D. Anyways. Depression. Yes. I think it’s there. Is there a test I can take to see if that’s what it really is?
I don’t know. I’m so lost in this world.
Love,
Amber Nicole”
I never realized how much hasn’t changed. My maturity level has gone up but not by much. That’s not saying I was immature. It’s saying I matured really fast. I don’t understand how that all happend. And I’m not sure how it all changed. I’m not depressed. I believe I was. But I’m not. I’m so much more happy now. I guess it all changed when I entered my sophmore year. You’d think that the further you get into high school, you’re life gets worse. Mine got better in so many ways. I stopped with the self-destruction and started with the focusing on my grades. It’s crazy how much changes in two years…
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22 7 / 2011
Anonymous asked: Pretty sure you've always wanted to see me naked.. Well.. I'm feeling pretty adventurous today so go to datelink4[dot]com (switch [dot] with .) then sign up and find my profile under the username 'lolsummer69'. I hid my face in the pictures. but I want you to guess who I am and then hit me up on Facebook lol. Good luck.
Ummm pass??
21 7 / 2011
I don’t understand people.
I dont get how people can just sit back and enjoy making up lies and stupid, pointless rumors about people. Especially when they’re suppose to be “BFF’s for like ever”. It’s annoying and fake. The way I see it, people in High School need to grow the hell up or college is going to be like walking smack into a brick wall. They’ll never know what hit them.
22 5 / 2011
My Best Friend the Druggy</3
I don’t understand how irresponsible some people can be with their kids. His dad let him sleep on the streets for two weeks. It’s his fault he has problems to begin with. Why in hell would he do that to him?! I don’t understand! He lives in Houston. He’s been here, in Fort Worth, for the past two weeks. How could he do it?! It just pisses me off so bad. One of these days he’ll get what’s coming to him I assume.. But right now… I just don’t know. I kinda just wanna hit someone.
